note-18-10-25


keyword(s): theme-18-10-25 -- record -- cycle theme(s) / issue(s) -- rest etc ...
18/10: ... out of curiosity, I may ask myself why do I write, or how ... is it from the head, the heart, or simply from the hand(s), as an exercise in motion, almost like running a marathon, but then simply on paper or a tablet, a ritual of reflection(s), simply by moving a pencil to scribble the word(s) that come to mind, as an expression of the event(s) that constitute the history of my life, quarrel(s) between mother and daughter, who is now at a rebel age, provoking her mother who is exhausted after the retreat and busy setting up her own clinic, in a professional manner, which, indeed takes a lot of effort, and when I watch this, I take some distance, in order to be rational and not take side(s), also because I have to accept my limit(s) in terms of energy and power to change the emotion(s) that play a role in this, which seems to be the best way, also from the perspective of the mathematics of marriage !

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gift: ... what is there to say, life is not a joke, so I just give it a try ... word(s) ...
 
                learn                     brain
                              void
                stage                     control
 
 

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