note-20-10-25
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20/10:
...
still
about
two
hour
s to
go
...
I
ask
my
self
what
would an
atlas
of
my
life
would
look
like
, well
it
might be
the
map
of
a
nerd
in
sea
rch for
the
order
that
math
e
matic
(
s
)
offer
,
lost
in
the
daily
affair
s
of
life
, including
love
and
social
pressure
, and
of
course
the
concern
(
s
)
about
the
children
, their
rebel
behavior
, and
incident
s,
like
a
money
card that is
lost
,
with
the
question
(
s
),
when
and
how
to
act
, to
limit
the
damage
,
with
out
complain
t(
s
),
in
just
trying to
accept
the
such
incident
s
are
part
of
life
,
my
life
, as a
parent
, and to be
clear
, their
value
is
with
out
doubt
, and they
need
my
support
...
, even though
it
takes an
effort
, to calm
the
busy
mind
and
find
relief
by a
focus
on
posture
and
breath
...
face
reality
as an
adventure
and
accept
the
limit
(
s
)
of
my
body
condition
, which has an
effect
on
what
goal
(
s
)
are
rational
, and
how
to
position
my
self
in
the
matrix
of
life
, and
follow
the
system
in
my
own
way
!
Æ
gift
:
...
what
is
there
to
say
,
life
is not a
joke
, so
I
just
give
it
a
try
...
word
(
s
)
...
learn
brain
void
stage
control
Æ